bleak and pretty

these past few days i've been getting decreased need for sleep. so, i'm watching out for myself and making sure i don't go overboard on anything.

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today i stalked people i wasn't supposed to look at again. it feels just like smoking a cigarette or two while you're quitting. i wanna be done with it, i wanna be over it, i gotta be over it.

deep breath.

i'll be on a bus later, travel time at least 24 hours.